Hi's
The sun's out; I wish I could go out. Today, however, I am supposed to do college stuff all day.
My Sweet Pea is home...that is fun too. I really want to go see her. Poop.
There are a lot of issues all of a sudden that are popping into my head. First off, I guess there is always the issue of college.
Secondly, other people's posts got me thinking. I'm bad at loving people...and I'm good at making myself look kind. I feel like often I say things that basically give people a chance to have pity on me. I dont know...most often, it's on accident, but I think sometimes I use that as an advantage to make people see me as really nice. I realize that "being nice" isnt the most important quality a person can have, because sometimes I'm really not that nice. I wish I knew how to explain myself TO myself. Am I really supposed to know? And are we all supposed to love everyone...for example, is that what God means when he tells us to love one another?
Hm, yea.
My Sweet Pea is home...that is fun too. I really want to go see her. Poop.
There are a lot of issues all of a sudden that are popping into my head. First off, I guess there is always the issue of college.
Secondly, other people's posts got me thinking. I'm bad at loving people...and I'm good at making myself look kind. I feel like often I say things that basically give people a chance to have pity on me. I dont know...most often, it's on accident, but I think sometimes I use that as an advantage to make people see me as really nice. I realize that "being nice" isnt the most important quality a person can have, because sometimes I'm really not that nice. I wish I knew how to explain myself TO myself. Am I really supposed to know? And are we all supposed to love everyone...for example, is that what God means when he tells us to love one another?
Hm, yea.
posted by alicia at 4:49 PM
2 Comments:
i would say that yes, we are to love everyone.
do we? probably not, but that does not mean that we shouldn't do everything in our power to be a compelling force for good in the world.
Alicia, I just wanted to let you know how amazing you are.
You might not feel like the nicest person all of the time, but honestly, you are one of the sweetest people in my life. Whenever I see you, and you just smile, it makes me feel better.
Your an amazing amazing amazing person.
It's okay to be doubtful sometimes, and it is okay to worry.
I promise you, everything will work out in the end.
I am here for you, as always.
-Emily
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