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Liam cries a lot. I wish he were happier. He is very fun to watch though, while he is sleeping. And he'll make all these faces and do funny things with his lips and then after doing that for about 10 minutes...he finally wakes up.
Ha. So, he eats and then passes out because he is sleepy and then he stays sound asleep for about 10 minutes and then the waking up process begins.
I just want to love him.
School is almost over. It is stinky, I must admit. I make no sense sometimes. I don't want to be done with school and yet, I so long for it to be over. I want to have accomplished something at school. I regret not doing my homework...not because of the grades I received but simply because I feel like on my shoulders I am carrying all the assignments I never did. I think about them. Isn't that ridiculous? I think I'm a procrastinator in a good way. I just want to get things done right and so it takes me a long time. So I put it off...and then I never have time to complete it "right."
It makes me very sad. Do you think people can change out of their habits? I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life. Just waiting around for things to happen and then regreting not doing anything. I hardly ever take initiative when it comes to ME. I am silly...as in...stupid silly, sometimes.
Liam wakes up exactly like Amer does.
:)
I'm ready to play tennis outside and run around with Aruna doing dumb stuff.
So. What else is there to say? I had somewhat of a good day today. I have homework still to complete and it's 11:19pm.
But, I'm sleepy. I want to go to bed.
Okay. Well, I'm off. Wish me luck.
Luck?
Goodnight.
Ha. So, he eats and then passes out because he is sleepy and then he stays sound asleep for about 10 minutes and then the waking up process begins.
I just want to love him.
School is almost over. It is stinky, I must admit. I make no sense sometimes. I don't want to be done with school and yet, I so long for it to be over. I want to have accomplished something at school. I regret not doing my homework...not because of the grades I received but simply because I feel like on my shoulders I am carrying all the assignments I never did. I think about them. Isn't that ridiculous? I think I'm a procrastinator in a good way. I just want to get things done right and so it takes me a long time. So I put it off...and then I never have time to complete it "right."
It makes me very sad. Do you think people can change out of their habits? I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life. Just waiting around for things to happen and then regreting not doing anything. I hardly ever take initiative when it comes to ME. I am silly...as in...stupid silly, sometimes.
Liam wakes up exactly like Amer does.
:)
I'm ready to play tennis outside and run around with Aruna doing dumb stuff.
So. What else is there to say? I had somewhat of a good day today. I have homework still to complete and it's 11:19pm.
But, I'm sleepy. I want to go to bed.
Okay. Well, I'm off. Wish me luck.
Luck?
Goodnight.


1 Comments:
agreed. you can change with God's help. always. and when you cant see how he is helping you, you can turn to your friends and we will be here for you.
i cant talk about the end of the year. it hurts too much.
loving you always,
lindsay
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